So nanny is back in the hospital, it's frustrating that they can't seem to figure out what is going on or even agree upon a treatment plan. I've dealt with doctors forever and I've never had so many damn problems with doctors. Just makes me angry I guess. And I think it is totally affecting me. I am rarely hungry now, which is weird because I am always hungry, I am not sleeping well, I'm just generally unhappy. And I know it must be noticeable because even Isaiah is noticing it. He asked me yesterday what he could do to make my happy. I'm not so much unhappy with anything in particular other than nanny being so sick but I guess I am not good either. I've been kinda pulling away from everyone, not returning texts, hiding out in my room. Idk.
Right now I am watching 500 Days of Summer, it's so cute so far. So the plan for July as it stands right now is a) buy my little brother a bday present and actually take my sister for hers, b) get my tattoo finished, c) do something awesome for our anniversary and if possible d) get a new piercing (what can I say I am addicted.) I definitely wanna spend more time with family and have a few bbqs. And I seriously need to start hitting the gym again. No use paying for it when I am not going lol.
