Driving home

   So today while I was driving home from dropping off Isaiah I passed this houses that was for rent and all I could thinking about was I cannot wait until he and I can afford our own place so that we can start that part of our lives. Not because where we live isn't amazing more because we're about to celebrate our 2nd wedding anniversary and by our 5th one I want to have an apartment and be settled into living there. It got me thinking to what I had to do to make that happen and what comes next in our adventure. He has a full time job already, its me holding us back. A part of that is because I wanted to put off school until A) my car was running again so that I wouldn't have to worry about making sure I knew a bus schedule or had a ride and B) I didn't want to start school before I knew what his plan was for his future. Heck I don't even have a clue what I would study in school. I know a small office type would be ideal. I don't really care what I do I just don't wanna be constantly worrying about money. I'd like to be able to plan a vacation or get a tattoo without having to worry about food or bills. So whatever job lets me do that would be awesome. Maybe I'll look into online schools, maybe they have one for "can't always get to class and would love an education in something office-like so I don't get sick all the time" You think if I typed that into google something would pop up??? .....Yeah I didnt think so either. 
  On a completely different note I am kinda frustrated with people in my life. (seems like thats always the case huh?) I guess what I am having a hard time with is that there was a stupid fight with someone and now we havent spoken in a bit and I miss them but I also dont want to be the one to text or call first. =/ Clearly they arent missing me at all. And as much as I am pretending it doesnt bother me and doesnt make me crazy that we arent talking it does. I think of 100 things a day I want to tell them and they arent there to talk to. I guess it says a lot about our relationship huh? I mean I am too stubborn to reach out and they either dont care or well thats probably it exactly. I guess its not such a big deal, they probably arent thinking of me at all so why should I waste the energy on being mad or hurt at them...I am way to sensitive for my own good...Makes me wanna text them now but I dont see the point they'll probably just ignore me. God being a girl is tough lol. HARRY POTTER TONIGHT!!!!!!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxo