arrggg

  So I went for a job interview today, it was totally lame. First I got there and she was with a customer so I waited, she asked if I was Megan and I said "Yes I am" She then said "I'll be with you in just a minute" and after every customer left (which was not the bad part I kind of expected her to help everyone first) she stood there for ten minutes talking with her sales assistant about absolutely nothing and finally decided she could interview me. We went outside the store where she proceeded to ask me all sorts of questions but could never make eye contact with me and kept "forgetting" what she was supposed to ask. I sail through all random and out there questions answering honestly and politely with a smile and rarely looking anywhere but at her and at the end of the interview she asked me if I had any questions, honestly I never even thought of asking anything other than when can I start, I reeeaallllyyy want this job, and then she says to me, "well I am waiting for a girl to come back from Colorado to interview on the 20th so I could probably let you know by the 25th" . Like WHAT! Why are you bothering interviewing me at all when you are willing to wait until the end of the month to interview some girl. You've clearly already made your decision why waste my time? I mean its no big loss I already have another job and am starting tomorrow but this was my job in shining armor kinda job. I really wanted to work there because well the clothes are awesome! But whatev. I'm not waiting until the end of the month. So i start officially working tomorrow and I am excited/nervous. What if i make a HUGE mistake and they laugh me out of the store! What if i have a major coughing attack and scare everyone?! I mean cashier-ing seems simple enough Ive done it at all my jobs but still its a new place and its not really like target and there arent any people that I know there already...hopefully I do ok enough that they wanna keep me. The store manager kept telling me hes looking for long term employees so maybe I can work there until I get through school. Who knows. My focus right now is start working and get an apartment! Thats all I am seeing. APARTMENT APARTMENT Apartment!