Its been a while.

  Oh my is has been a little bit since I have posted, a lot has been going on. We lost internet for a while and I cannot post from my phone because it is lame! But here I am. I started working, its been....crazyannoyingstressfulscarymakesmetiredmakesmegrouchy. But at least there is new money flow which will help us to get an apartment. We might have put off moving out until later simply to save all of my income so that we may have deposit money and at least 2 months rent saved up. But Isaiah and I agreed that we should do something each month to spoil ourselves so I am going to get my nails done. Just gotta find the right nail person and get a move on lol. TODAY IS PAYDAY!!! I am a little excited if you couldn't tell. My health is good right now, I am taking care of myself so that I dont get sick too often because that would be totally lame. Man all I wanna do today is lay around the house and watch cartoons but I must go to work, its only 4 hours but still. But saturday and sunday I am off so its all good. 

  So on a "Loser Sperm Donor" update!!!!!! He has been talking to me every few days I guess would be how I would describe it, we text when his girlfriend isnt home (doesnt that seem a little odd?) Now he never came right out and said that he only talked to me when she wasnt around buuuuut he did mention every time we talked he was at home while she was working. So we talked kinda randomly not about anything important but things seemed to be going alright when all of a sudden he texts me on Monday of this week and says and I quote "Megan, I want to ask u something. I would hope u understand this. I just need us both to know cuz somethings been in my head since I met you and found out scott adopted you at 11. I would like to dna us because I think its fair to both of us , if scott in fact did adopt u at 11 then my rights should be no more. I want u to have everything u deserve, I just need to be sure. Me and ur mom happened so fast I just need to be sure." and then offers "I love u and thats not going to change no matter what outcome is i would hope you understand this" Now at first I was shocked. Then raged and now I am laughable. I called my nanny and told her,  I called my mother and told her. AND then my aunt uncle and cousin got involved. So needless to say I havent heard from that DRUG ADDICTED MAMAS BOY WHO CLEARLY DOESNT HOLD HIS OWN BALLS since monday. But I dont know so much drama. what a loser.